I've been struggling with discouragement. There. I said it.
It's the wilderness, and, though it may be my discipline, it is so much more.
As much as I'd like to forget this dry and barren time and move quickly into the land of milk and honey, God is asking me to remember this place and time, because its in the desert that God humbled, tested, and determined whether or not Israel—I mean, I—would keep His commands.
Since God already knows all things, this knowing must be for me.
The only other possibility is that the facts changed over those forty wilderness years. Where there was no faith, God systematically constructed some.
A faithless people can find faith in the desert, so what started as a gaze at the circumstances and believing what they saw rather than what they heard from their Almighty became, slowly over time in the desert, a shift in focus from circumstances to Adonai.
This shift happens when God places us in need. He let Israel go hungry so that he could become their provider. He did it because Israel needed to be fed, but also because Israel needed to know God provides. Is there a better way to learn this Truth than to be in need and God provide?
I think not.
So God fed Israel manna day by day, morning by morning. Each morning a new hunger, each hunger met by new provision. When it happens over and over again, strength for today becomes bright hope for tomorrow.
What appears to be aimless wandering is, rather, a straight pathway to knowing God's heart of love.
A voice is calling, "Clear the way for the Lord in the wilderness; Make smooth in the desert a highway for our God (Isaiah 40:3).
God's faithful provision, time after time, creates in us hope; faith, where there was only doubt, fear, and discouragement before.
God, the great provider, creates circumstances that elicit from me a listening ear to Truth, an eye to the Provider, blind to my circumstance.
This is manna. This is God's provision in the desert, in the discouragement.
He wants to be the God who gives good gifts. What better gift is there than the one we are in desperate need of?
Of course, this necessitates our desperate need.
I want to be in desperate need of God. Not just for a time, but always. Even if that means having to pass through the desert for forty year or just over and over again.
I have nothing to fear, and everything to gain. Discouragement becomes hope because God is faithful.
And the land of milk and honey that I long for? Well, milk and honey feed the hunger within because they are the Words of Life. God is teaching me that man doesn't live by bread alone. Not when you're passing through the desert and not when you've reached the promised land.
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