I just returned from a Caribbean cruise, an extravagant vacation of a lifetime for us. It was romantic and decadent. We celebrated two anniversaries: ten years of remission from cancer and twenty-four years of marvelous, magnificent marriage. We didn't wait for our twenty-fifth to go on a cruise, because, after cancer, every year is a milestone.
We had cake with a single flickering candle and singing servers. It was chocolate, like Noelle's Valentine's box.
But I've come to learn that twenty-four years of marriage is sexier than a box of chocolates or a cruise. I'm thinking fifty-six years with its thinning hair and sagging sun spots is even sexier.
It may start with chocolate, love notes pinned to the windshield by wiper blades, and bouquets delivered to your office. It starts with grandiose dreams of perpetual hand-holding, him opening the car door for you, and nary an argument. But it can't end there.
If your idea of what's sexy doesn't change over time, your love won't make it.
After twenty-four years with the man of my dreams, I've learned a few things about what's sexy and what's just empty calories.
Our first full day home from turquoise saltwater and a chef's culinary creations gracing my dinner plate included these ordinary things I now deem sexy anyway:
- dressing for work quietly in the dark so I can hear Mike's rhythmic breathing from our bed.
- clean undies to wear this week because he did the first load of laundry when we returned.
- a text message that says, "call me," and when I do, he asks if he should pick up some milk.
- picking out a new TV together because the old one finally gave out.
- that he stayed up into the night to get it hooked up and the remote control working.
- that he comes to find me asleep in the bed when he's through, just to put his fingers through my hair.
- that, even though it roused me from sleep, he didn't speak.
- that he came upstairs just for that, then returned downstairs to await our teenager's arrival home from work.
- that he loves our mostly grown son that much.
Sexy now, is finding a Dragon Tales cassette tape in our 14-year-old truck that we sold yesterday and the conjured memories of singing "Shake Your Dragon Tale" for our babies in the car. They've since become teenagers.
Now, that's sexy.
Boxed chocolates and Caribbean sunsets from a cruise ship's balcony might be romantic and surely have their place, but dirty laundry and our14-year-old truck and looking forward to dentures, so long as we do them together, is even sexier.
With marriages failing regularly, even Christian marriages, I join Jennifer's community this week to glorify God with marriages that last the long haul. Until death do us part.